Anonymous asked: 4 & 8
4. I don’t think I would tell anyone. I don’t want to overburden others with my feelings. I feel like they should spend time with me because they want to not because they feel guilty or remorse that I’m going to die. Having that feeling while spending te with someone, well I don’t anyone to feel like that. I don’t want them to feel pressured that they have this alloted time to be with me. Loving someone means that every second you spend with someone is meaningful regardless if they were dying or not.
8. I don’t know. Being close with someone to that extent and being told that…It would be really uncomfortable for me knowing that it’s something that my parents would look down upon. Doing anything will really be too much for me.
shineeshootingstar asked: You're such a lovely person <3
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Those questions…waaahh so difficult…
shineeshootingstar asked: Deep questions! #3, 9, 12, 15, 21 & 25. These questions are hard .__.
3. I would call my mom and tell her that I’m sorry for all the things I’ve done. I wish I could have bee a better daughter and a sister. Thank you for sticking on my side whenever I got in trouble. Thank you for giving birth to me. I’m sorry I couldn’t keep my promise of taking care of my sister. Thank you for making me into the person I am today. You are the reason I am here and I love you.
9. Of course I would. A man with a family can do more meaningful things in one hour compared to a 16 year old girl who still has to find her place in the world in one year. Knowing that he can be with his wife and kids for an hour more, well I would give more than a year of my life for that.
12. If saying that I had no family of my own then yes I would do that. More people and lives can be supported with my coworkers job than my own. If I did have a family by then, then I would have to say no. My family means as much to me as anyone else making a living for their family. I owe them too much to be risking their future.
15. I think the hardest thing for me to give up would be my religion or my sister. My religion has become a big part of me and a place I turn to when no one else can give me support. Taking away that sense of comfort would be devastating. My sister too. My life has become a pathway for her future. Everything I do will influence her life in some way and vice versa. You could say I’m living for her. Having such a huge age difference, I don’t want my parents to keep working at a late age. In a sense she’s become my own daughter. And that is the hardest thing anyone can give up.
21. As much as I would love to save my grandma, I would have to go with the newborn. I love my grandma to death but I think she would understand and support my decision on saving a child who has yet to live than an grown old woman that had the chance to experience things that child can’t even imagine.
25. I would wish for the safe and wellbeing of my family. Not just my close family but all of them. For them to always have food, clothing and shelter. For them to have someone to be there when they need them. For them to have an enjoyable life which everyone deserves. But of course when I mean my family, I mean everybody since it wouldn’t be fair if only those who related to me by blood would have such an opportune moment.